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The Mysterious Death of Kurt Cobain

| April 5, 2014 | 50 Comments

Seattle, April 8, 1994, 9 a.m. An electrician named Gary Smith arrived at Kurt Cobain’s home in Seattle to install a new security system. Though there was no answer at the front door, Smith got to work. As he climbed on the roof, following wires along the garage to a room above it, he looked through a window. Inside he saw an overturned plant and what he thought was a mannequin lying beside it. When he noticed the blood, he called the police.

Kurt Cobain, 27, had been missing for six days. On March 30, he had checked himself into the Exodus Recovery Center, outside L.A., seeking help for his drug problems (Cobain told a close friend that he had been “shanghaied” into treatment by Gold Mountain, the company that managed his band Nirvana).

Meanwhile, his wife Courtney Love was in L.A., doing press for the release of her group Hole’s new record, Live Through This. According to Love, Kurt called her from rehab and said, “No matter what happens, I want you to know you made a really good record.” She said, “What do you mean?” He replied, “Just remember, no matter what happens, I love you.”

After three days at Exodus, Kurt scaled the compound’s six-foot wall, and caught a plane back home (the dramatic escape wasn’t necessary, as he was actually free to come and go). Upon learning of her husband’s escape, Courtney hired Tom Grant, an L.A.-based private investigator to find him. Grant had an assistant in Seattle set up surveillance on the Cobain residence, along with a “dope house” where Kurt was thought to buy narcotics. At the same time, Kurt’s mom Wendy O’Connor, fearing her son might be suicidal, filed a missing-person report with the Seattle police.

Upon his arrival home at around 2 a.m. on April 2, Kurt had a brief exchange with Michael DeWitt, the male live-in nanny that he and Courtney had hired. At 8 a.m., Kurt had breakfast, then went to a sporting goods store to buy cartridges for a recently acquired Remington M-11 20-gauge shotgun.

All the while, he managed to elude the Seattle police. Disguised in a hunting hat, an overcoat and big sunglasses, he was recognized by several people around town, who described him as looking “ill” and “out of it.”

Sometime on the evening of April 5, he barricaded himself in his studio above the garage by locking one French door and propping a stool against the other. He wrote a one-page note addressed to “Boddah,” his invisible childhood friend, and propped it in a mound of dirt from an overturned plant. He smoked a few cigarettes, drank from a can of root beer, then injected himself with a potent cocktail of heroin and Valium. He put the drug paraphernalia back in a cigar box. He laid down two towels and a brown corduroy jacket, and opened his wallet to show his driver’s license. He then reached for the Remington M-11. Lying on the floor, with the shotgun’s stock gripped between his sneaker-clad feet, he pulled the trigger with his thumb.

There are some disturbing inconsistencies and questions when it comes to this official story. Let’s start with the shotgun. It wasn’t examined by Seattle Police until a full month later, and when it was, there were only unidentifiable smudged fingerprints, as if it had been wiped down. It’s possible that the smudged prints were caused by the force of the discharge, which would naturally move the gun through Cobain’s hand. But if he had bought the gun weeks before, why weren’t there other prints on it? (In the original police report, it said that marks on Cobain’s hands were consistent with firing a gun; two years later, the police admitted that this detail was actually a mistake, added by a rookie cop at the scene).

And what about the drugs? Kurt had 225 mg of heroin in his blood, three times the lethal dose. There were intravenous punctures in both arms. According to medical experts, that much heroin would leave a person completely incapacitated or cause them to lapse into a coma. That is, if it didn’t kill them instantly. It’s not uncommon for those who OD on heroin to be found with the needle still in their arms. That’s how quickly one lethal dose can kill you. Kurt was somehow able to roll down his sleeves, put his needle and spoon away, arrange the towels, then lie down on the ground and pull the trigger of a shotgun.

The note that he left behind raises even more questions. First, it reads less like a suicide note than an open apology to fans from a man who’s considering quitting the music business. Here’s an excerpt:

“The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do, God, believe me I do, but it’s not enough).”

When he does address his wife and daughter, it’s in the third person. An odd choice for a suicide note. At the end, he quotes Neil Young—“It’s better to burn out than to fade away”—then signs off “Peace, love, empathy.”

There are an additional four lines scrawled at the bottom of the note, in what appears to be completely different handwriting:

“Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your altar.

Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.

For her life, which will be so much happier without me.


While it’s remotely possible that Kurt’s handwriting was affected by the drugs or his mood, there’s something odd in the complete change of tone (and what exactly does “I’ll be at your altar” mean?) Handwriting analysis of the note has been inconclusive.

There are other questions—Why was the ejected shell of the shotgun found to the left and not the right of the body? When Courtney found out that Kurt fled rehab, why did she contact a private eye and not the police first? Why were the private eye and the police told to watch a drug dealer’s house and check hotels for Kurt, but not told that the nanny Michael DeWitt had seen him at the house? Why was a good friend of Courtney Love’s appointed as examining physician?

Yet another odd twist. In 1996, a punk musician named Eldon “El Duce” Hoke claimed that three years earlier, Courtney Love had offered him $50,000 to murder Kurt Cobain. Hoke even passed an on-screen polygraph test with his claim in Nick Broomfield’s documentary Kurt & Courtney. Eight days after the polygraph test, Hoke was found dead on a railroad track outside L.A.

These unresolved strands have been woven into conspiracy theories that still provoke heated discussion today among fans and friends. Ironically, the one who’s been most outspoken about a murder conspiracy is Tom Grant, the private investigator who Love hired. In 2005, in an interview with Uncut, Cobain’s longtime friend Kim Gordon, of Sonic Youth, said she believed that Kurt was murdered.

It’s clear that Kurt Cobain was thinking about a change of life—quitting the music business, divorcing Courtney Love. Always a reluctant rock star, he was obsessed with his own artistic obsolescence. In the months before he died, he told friends, “I’m just recycled Lennon” and “It’s impossible for me to look into the future and say I’m going to be able to play Nirvana songs in 10 years. There’s no way. I don’t want to have to resort to doing the Eric Clapton thing.”

At the same time, it’s also known that he had a lifelong struggle with depression and drug use. As Cobain’s mother, Wendy O’Connor, told Entertainment Weekly, “Kurt’s problems were ongoing, and we struggled with them for years. I talked him through so many nights. He was probably a mis- or undiagnosed depressive, which runs in my family … The way I explain it is, have you ever been hit in the stomach and lost your breath? It’s a horrible, panicky situation. Can you imagine being in that state of mind—in that state of anxiety and fear—for years? He was a wonderful person, but he just couldn’t stand the pain anymore.”

—By Bill DeMain

—From Performing Songwriter Issue 93, with stories behind the mysterious deaths of Jim Morrison, Sam Cooke, Jeff Buckley and Kurt Cobain.

Photos © John Van Hasselt/Corbis & Scott Weiner/Retna

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  1. Mike Hemmit says:

    Way to jump in the conversation late, but here we go… First off, this article is crap. Nearly everything in it is inconsistent and shouldn’t have been published.

    I will not get into a manifesto about all of the weird coincidences and facts that surround his death, but I will get into the shotgun. Firstly, A print will hold on a firearm for a long time. I have tried this theory on my own personal firearms, and after a month, a clear print was still legible from my thumb print on the receiver. Next, I don’t care if it was humid, soggy, cold, and miserable conditions. The Remington M-11 20 gauge is wood and steal. The receiver is very boxy and regardless of how long he handled it, whether it was three day or an hour, there should have been at least one print lifted that was legible. Bu there wasn’t.

    Next, the Remington M-11 shotgun that Dylan purchased for Kurt was a long gun. It came with an adjustable choke on the end of an already long barrel, making the shotgun 45″ long from butt to muzzle. The coroner stated that Kurt was in a sitting position when he clenched the butt with his feet and fired the shotgun with his thumb. I am 5’9″ (as was Kurt) and with a 45″ inch stick, I tried to recreate the act. The barrel, with me in a sitting position, put the end of the stick (muzzle) approximately 7″ above my mouth. Do any of you realize how impossible it would be to get that muzzle in your mouth and fire off a round?

    The empty shotgun casing was found to Kurt’s left, when in all reality, it should have ejected to the right. Kurt’s hand had clenched (cadaveric spasm) when the fatal shot was fired into his mouth and the shotgun did not pivot. So how did the round eject to the left. And Kurt was really courteous in regards to suicide. He shot up a huge amount of heroin (managing not to nod off as he should have within 30 seconds,) laid towels down where his head would land (cause you can predict that type of stuff,) put his heroin kit away, rolled down his sleeves, and committed suicide.

    As I’ve said before, get the facts before you read the rubbish as in this article, and read all of the facts, and you’ll see that while yes, this could have been suicide, it sure was a really coincidental and strange suicide. Seriously, if the length of the shotgun argument doesn’t at least make you think maybe I am onto something, the empty casing, and the overall cleanliness of the scene should make you think as well.

    All I am saying is that it is all very weird. Add the note (Courtney’s cheat sheet she left at her attorney’s office,) the lack of cooperation from the Nanny (former Love boyfriend,) Dylan (The best friend,) and the Courtney connected coroner, and you have some really strange brew!

    • B Qu says:

      I have always wondered about the kick back off a gun like that.
      I have fired one and even knowing what I am in for and leaning forwards into it, I still get a good shove to the arm.
      Without holding that gun in a solid way, it would be thrown to the other side of the room and certainly not neatly on his chest.

  2. Holy Matricide says:

    Every significant historical event has an associated “conspiracy theory” explanation. Cobain’s death is no different. You can find strange facts in ANY situation if you look for them.

    The reality is Kurt had an untreated mental illness that was genetic in nature and made worse by his treatment as a child. People looking to blame heroin, Courtney or anything other than Kurt’s warped brain are looking in the wrong place.

    If anything, his abuse of benzodiazepines in the last year of his life probably contributed to his depression more than anything. Just look how he behaved at the Sao Paulo concert when he’d taken benzos instead of heroin. ‘Heavier Than Heaven’ states that Klonopin made Kurt “delusional, manic and paranoid”. He was never the same after the Rome overdose on Rohypnol (a benzodiazepine). Krist thought he’d acquired brain damage from the incident. And then he died with heroin and Valium (a benzo) in his blood.

    In one study, 11% of males and 23% of females with a depressant addiction committed suicide. There’s no doubt in my mind this is what pushed Kurt over the edge from “troubled rockstar” to “dead rock martyr”.

    I attempted suicide twice while going through benzo withdrawal. It makes opiate withdrawal feel like the sniffles.

  3. gare says:

    Kurt was an awesome artist, shy mostly ,introverted ,yet hyperactive and extremely energetic @x..born year of the goat, stubborn n feisty,easliy led or mis lead ? yet mellow n cool as water “pisces”
    His birth #’s 2 & 9 are very contrary…2=compassion the feminine love rulled by the moon, 9=mars war-like and agressive brilliant w/energy.. Courtney love is all 9’s…w/cancer water sign less depth than pisces more manipulative..All this adds up to a deadly cocktail of deciet ,betrayal, murder ,im convinced…
    She had too much to gain, so much to lose , follow the money , she cared so much about ,he didnt, its clear as day,im an artist and have seen much betrayal for so much less ….

  4. Jack Daines says:

    Courtney Love was never a “nice” girl.

  5. No name says:

    I find all of this interesting yet, also amusing. I have been on smack the past couple months which have led me to build a ridiculous tolerance. By the time I was in on one month doing it, I was going through a 3.1 in a week- week and a half. Of course, I was forced to get off of this evil drug by my bf and currently still under detox– but I will tell you guys this: I somehow got very interested in Kurt’s story and did WAYYY too much research. Along the ways, I believed Tom Grant’s little conspiracy with his death, but after watching Montage of Heck, FORCED to go through this w/d, I wanted to kill myself. My life was very similar to Kurt’s, minus the suicidal part UNTIL I Had to go through this detox, I felt very suicidal. I didn’t want to give up the one thing that actually made me feel okay in this fucked up society; I wasn’t stealing, I never did anything wrong to get my dope. So wtf did I have to quit?! I am quite sure Kurt felt the same way, with also some betrayal from Court and his family, friends. I believe his suicide note was really a suicide. “It’s better to burn out than to fade away” when he wrote this, I know it’s a song from Niel Young, but I feel as if the fame was too much, too soon. The marriage, divorce, everything. He felt as if he didn’t even deserve the nice things in life so that’s why he liked to stay at shitty, cheap motels off Aurora. It’s simple. Even with the fame, you CANT escape from your past– you will still have the same parents, fucked up experiences you faced throughout your life and not even all the money in the world can take away ang of the pain. And oh yeah, also, when you turn into a junkie, you really don’t give a fuck about anything anymore. You hate the world, the daylight, and I am quite sure he lost his passion for music because of his addiction was destroying him and he probably felt like he couldn’t break it. Also, he was so destroyed by his parents divorce, so with him almost going through one, I figured he felt like he would rather die than to have his daughter go through the same exact thing he did and he always talked about how afraid he was for her future.

  6. Kayt howl-newton says:

    why would someone commit suicide by shooting themselves when they had plenty of heroin left? Speaking as someone who used for many years you DONT leave any behind and as a parent you don’t want your child and others you love to picture you with your brains blown out! If you can just fall asleep that’s the way you’d go

    • Jennifer says:

      THIS ARTICLE IS COMPLETE GARBAGE. This is how the rumor chain gang destroys people’s lives,and devastates families. This article is a JOKE. It’s plagued with intentionally misleading and inaccurate facts pertaining to the case. Poor Courtney. I couldn’t even read the rest of this
      225 mg of heroin?? Since the toxicology report has NEVER been printed and it’s illegal per Wa state law to do so, I always wondered where the mysterious “heroin levels in his system came from” now I know. Since the first rumor has always been 1.5 since Tom decided to make up bullshit, now I know where these numbers originate- pulled our of your ass. As for the finger prints. You quoted “how can there be no finger prints if kurt had the gun for weeks?” Either your deliberately lying to fan the flames of your hyperbole story, or you are really are too stupid and lazy to cross check your facts. How could it have been in his hands for “weeks” when Dylan bought it on 3/30 kurt left for treatment same day, THEN allegedly 3 days later according to you, he jumped the wall at Exodus didn’t return home in seattle until about 12:00 am going to a drug dealers house and running around everywhere, that leaves less than 3 days in his hands whilst running errands and buying drugs all over town. So really, subtracting all of that time that literally leaves At MOST maybe hours with the gun. If that. So using FACTS the story goes from weeks to closer to the truth of virtually hours at best. People use oil on those types of guns to keep them from rusting. Combined with humidity in the green house, plus 30 days of transportation, handling etc. It’s very possible they lost legible prints due to human error. If someone were to go through all the trouble of murdering him, evading footprints,hand prints, stray hair, or any forensic data,as well as video surveillance contracted out from Tom Grant to a man named ernest barth before during and AFTER his death, with nothing in tape. This must be some super criminal mind. Why not take kurts dead hands and wipe them all over the gun them huh? Why leave any room for suspicion then?

      • John says:

        Thank you for saying this. Someone just stating up a conspiracy to get a reaction is disgusting but oh so typical of the toilet me call the internet.

        • kathleen says:

          Hate to ruin your precious suicide fantasy but hard evidence, like the amount of heroin in his body, is not a conspiracy theory.

          A person who is already dead from having 3 times the lethal dose of heroin in his body cannot die again from a “self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head.”

    • Holy Matricide says:

      Maybe because he’d tried overdosing many, many times and it wasn’t successful? Nobody wants to risk a failed suicide attempt that leaves them brain damaged or a vegetable.

      Kurt obsessively watched the suicide video of Budd Dwyer*, in which a politician sticks a gun in his mouth and kills himself at a press conference. Kurt died in much the same way.

      (*Budd Dwyer had a family and he blew his own head off in front of them and the world, so your theory that “no parent would do that” is incorrect).

  7. Kathryn says:

    Courtney Loves private investigator, Toby Grant was it? I don’t know, has tons of evidence and facts that will make you think twice about saying he commited suicide. I personally think it was all set up and that he was murdered based on all the shady things occurring before and after his death. So sad as he was such a great artist and I wish he hadn’t died so soon :(

  8. Warren Pugh says:

    Kids loved Kurt. Swore by him. Better than AT him which they had a right to do after they were betrayed by their talented performer.

    There is NO mystery. Well, on second thought perhaps one exists. In spite of all the BS about how good drugs are for us, junk coming from nature’s two legged freaks, they robbed us of a friend and are waging war more deleterious that the Moslem hordes excising Iraq and eroding every value in the Middle East. If Courtney is still pursuing drugs she is simply conforming to the norms of the morons who surround her. Its good for grand children you know.

  9. Jeanie says:

    This is ridiculous. Courtney Love DID NOT have ANYTHING to do with Kurt’s death! It is a disgrace and it is not honoring Kurt’s wishes to disparage his wife and child and family! Kurt loved Courtney and Courtney loved Kurt, they had an intense relationship and just like any married couple, had their ups and downs. You must keep in mind they were both on tons of opiates. Courtney is a lot of things but criminal mastermind is not one of them, if you knew her you would find this highly unlikely. Everyone who actually knew and loved Kurt ,people who were there, who are a part of his life, were a part of his family have all agreed that Kurt killed himself. He was clinically depressed and suicidal for most of his life. He often spoke of killing himself. He was obsessed with the subject.The last year of his life Kurt watched a video of a man who killed himself with a gun by shooting himself in the head. He watched that video as if he was trying to learn, he studied that gruesome thing. Kurt tried to kill himself several times before he succeeded. That is very important to remember. If not for Courtney, who saved his life, several times, he would have died a lot sooner. It is on record that she called 911 in Seattle when Kurt overdosed. it is on record that she called the police when Kurt tried to shoot himself. it is on record that Courtney called the ambulance in Rome to SAVE Kurt’s life when he flat lined and was almost dead in Rome. One month before he died, she saved his life. If she wanted him dead she could have simply done nothing and no one would be the wiser. I hate that kids are being duped by this insane Tom Grant person. He is only trying to latch onto Kurt’s name to have glory for himself. Think about how horrible Kurt would feel if he knew how disgusting people were speaking of the mother of his child. It is not right. Rest In Peace sweet Kurt. I miss you.

  10. willy wonka says:

    There is no ‘lethal dose’ of heroin, long-term users can tolerate massive amounts (‘massive’ meaning it would stop a new user’s heart).
    Smudged fingerprints? = Police cock-up. (it happens all the time).
    “at your altar”? = probably words used by 2 people who love each other, but seem nonsense to outsiders.

    This article is crap. Get a proper job Lydia

  11. Joelo Martin says:

    These is bad, because of depression we lost an artist and with the unauthorized drug trade there are a lot of people whose lives are being taken day by day without with our little knowledge we only know that the person is depress, and think of suicide as an escape without valuing there life.

  12. Anthony says:

    Kurt didn’t commit suicide. I feel he was scared, courtney pushed him into rehab while she was on drugs herself. Kurt somehow knew what she was planning. He must have felt paranoid like someone in rehab was out to get him so he jumps the wall. Flies back to Seattle where he was seen by a neighbor who tells courtney who sends the investigators on a wild goose chase so Alan wrench can commit the murder

  13. Michael says:

    Some of the comments on here are an insult to the memory of kurt cobain he was a grunge legend and should be remembered for his music and this arrival is full of bullshit people should just leave the police conclusion and actually the police proves this year that it was actually suicide with some photographs that had been undeveloped

    • Nonya says:

      How could he have shot himself up with so much drugs and coherently place everything neatly, then clean everything off. Free if fingerprints and then shoot himself in the face? It’s a little suspicious.

  14. David Elsworth says:

    I just cannot believe that they never searched the room above the garage ? Wasn’t a very good investigator was he ?

  15. Dana says:

    Re: Jody I agree with you just checked that site and personally speaking he was murdered! it really makes me mad that this society will jump to any conclusion about famous Rock Stars and Actors about their deaths. So much has happened throughout all decades that cases like the late Kurt Cobain, Michael Jackson, Marilyn Monroe the list goes on. I watch a lot of true documentaries and true stories. Recently I purchased Conviction never new much about this story, Kenneth Waters was convicted for first degree murder and spent almost 20yrs in Jail! His sister knew he was a innocent man and went as far to become a lawyer to prove his innocence. When he finally was released he only lived for 6mths he had a fall and died instantly. Being in jail that long caused his depression and anxiety after all those years to find out he was innocent. Am so tired of people ‘judging’.it is time that the truth be known for the late Kurt Cobain, So please people do not judge who are we to know what really happened. As for Courtney Love never did admire her at all perhaps only Courtney knows the real truth hey. What about the Malayasian flight that mysterseriously has disappeared ?
    too many conspiraries, media the Government’s. On that note the truth will come out someday maybe not in my generation but the next one.

  16. Jay says:

    I work as a latent print examiner, and despite media portrayals, it is HIGHLY unlikely to get fingerprints from guns. The metal makes the fingerprints smudge extremely easily, not to mention drug addicts give terrible fingerprints regardless. If they printed the wood part of shotgun, the graining on the wood would make the prints highly distorted. Other factors- like sweat and pressure- can make the fingerprint into a virtual circle. Personally, if I was going to kill myself I would be sweaty and gripping the gun for dear life.
    I can’t speak for the other parts, but statistically only about 10% of all prints lifted are usable (of those less than 1% are the perp’s). Go watch a true crime show and see if they ever match a fingerprint on a gun to the suspect… They won’t.

  17. issy says:

    i dont really care much about the info here but i blame courtny cuz if they never got married he probably would still have depression but might not have gone as far as to commit suicide it ball seems very fixed

  18. Brian says:

    Via, you are dumber than this “author”. The shotgun was found UPSIDE DOWN, causing the ejector port to be facing to the RIGHT. Almost as bad as this guy saying the butt of the gun was between Kurt’s feet as he laid down as this would have made it IMPOSSIBLE for Kurt to put the gun in his mouth as the M.E. claims.

  19. Bee Nezz says:

    When a person has a form of so called weakness,like ‘depression’, other people will use that to cover up evil doings, people knew he suffered from depression, so how easy would it be to play on that illness, and use it to a murderers advantage.. Cobain would have been at a point in his life ,where a mans psyche either makes or breaks..27 is an unusual time for a person .The music industry has a habit of their stars dying at 27, right at the peak of the cause, and then all of a sudden they shock the “real” world into believing these ‘Stars’ have killed themselves…too many unanswered questions,for my liking..

  20. Jody says: If you want to check out the timelines. Also copies of the police files. The timeline is most impressive(I think) and enough evidence to back the story up.
    I think anyone would have found this site, but if you haven’t, read it before you decide what your opinion is.

  21. vis says:

    AussieTrev shotgun he used is a semi-automatic gun and it works like a pistol. means it eject shells automatically and then load fresh one. and why on his left side? it’s all about how you hold a rifle. propably he held it with it’s trigger down, other way he wouldn’t be able to lock it between his legs,don’t you think? and that’s why shell was found on left and not right side. there was no murder and nothing to give any suspicions that it was. sorry for my english.

  22. Jessica says:


    Thank you Greg for your response, if you could please leave a contact email I will email you my interview questions ASAP

  23. Greg says:


    You can email me. I am a published author and have some interesting and passionate feelings on the topic.

  24. Greg says:


    Hi you can interview me. I’m a published author and have thoughts on this. Passionate thoughts.

  25. Shan says:

    Kurt didn’t kill himself Courtney has something to do with it too many stories what about justice for Kurt?

  26. Jessica Malone says:


    My name is Jessica Malone, I am currently studying Entertainment Management and I am doing a thesis on the death of Kurt Cobain.

    After reading this and some of the comments on here I was wondering if any readers would like to participate in a short interview that I will be conducting.

    It would be greatly appreciated if I could get some feedback. If you would like to participate please comment back on this and I will get in contact with you.

  27. AussieTrev says:

    I have 1 major question about this statement = Why was the ejected shell of the shotgun found to the left and not the right of the body?

    Here is my question =

    How can somebody shoot themselves in the head … and then eject the spent cartridge from the shotgun? The shell doesn’t eject automatically. What am I missing here???

    • Jidge says:

      It was a semi atomatic shotgun, the shell ejects and another shell is loaded as soon as you pull the trigger. As for the location of the shell. Stand a gun up in front of you like you are going to shoot it. The shell should eject to the right. Rotate the gun 180 degrees, pull the trigger, the shell is now ejected to the left. Magic!!!

  28. Ryan says:

    This is the saddest story for Generation X and comparable to our parents losing the Beatles at their peak…
    I have put this off for years as it was too much to think of during school and I didn’t know much of what Tom Grant had to say about the oddities in the story.
    Anyone who has the ability to make sense of simple logic is inclined to question the inconsistencies.

    1. Michael Dewitt was at the residence before the “exodus”. (Seattle)
    2. Kurt fled from the Exodus Recovery Center…
    3. Courtney canceled Kurt’s own credit cards, but she was too late.(CA)
    4. Kurt purchased two plane tickets and flew home. (Seattle)
    5. Michael “Cali” Dewitt supposedly leaves a letter addressed to Kurt.
    • DeWitt’s letter is to “KURT” & equates to ‘I didn’t see you come in & how did you get in last night?’
    6. Grant never sees this letter and keeps searching.
    7. Where was Dewitt, was he still at the residence when the discovery was made? Yes.

    There’s enough evidence in the 7 facts I just stated to bring reasonable doubt on the ‘official’ story. There is actually more missing information on Courtney’s whereabouts during all of this & the divorce consultation. There was even a prenuptial agreement over Kurt’s estate, but that only works if he is alive.
    Dewitt was Courtney’s friend from her past, but this isn’t needed; however, the amount of money she sent with Dewitt as he left Seattle is astounding. She sent him to rehab & paid a ‘roadie/nanny’ close to 50k for some kind of services rendered.
    For Dewitt to be missing for any amount of time during 6 days at his primary residence without the child being home is questionable. Yet, his letter proves that he was home, but Kurt had gone unnoticed as he entered his ‘own’ home! (If you were upset as much as they claimed Kurt to be and at your own residence, would you not vent as you entered the door?)
    Finally, we’ve touched on the underlying factors that go unspoken & now we can finish this little immersion into those 6 days of infamouy. Dewitt was home, but only when it was fitting for his alibi a.k.a. the letter he wrote to Kurt. How could he not know of the manhunt taking place around him or how could he avoid it as he was there…?
    Simply put… Dewitt was there for the entire time, he was home when Kurt had come home, and he was home to hear the blast! He is crucial in knowing the last days and he was a junkie as well; however, Courtney whisked him away with the cash. (It would be hard for a junkie to answer a line of questions from any authority much less the SPD when the junkie is in withdrawal.)

    Dewitt is responsible and Courtney is the definitive kingpin behind the entire fall of Kurt Cobain. DeWitt’s history proves that he is very much capable of committing the act to the utmost degree.

    (If I’m wrong and the SPD was right in their judgement, then I would assume that Seattle must be the suicide capital of million dollar men that are running from someone or something.)

    No one runs, buys plane tickets, and crosses the Western U.S. with possible withdrawal symptoms & a death wish… the notion is lewd!

    • IF Cali or Dylan or some unknown had a hand in a murder it would have been caught on camera by Barth, Tom Grant’s hired gun, who had the place on video surveillance. So WHERE ARE THOSE TAPES? My guess is Tom Grant has destroyed those tapes because they show nothing and if that is truly the case then Cobain DID commit suicide and Mr. Grant is drawing out the suspicion in order to defame Courtney Love and profit from the sale of books and documentary films.

      • David Jefferson says:

        Barth was contracted to video record Caitlin Moore’s apartment, not the Cobain house. Caitlin Moore was just one of Kurt’s heroin connections.

  29. Michael says:

    Cobain Lies – The Fall Of Rome
    My Story is about my best friend sadly he did not live to tell his story. He wanted to do so much and had so much passion about so many things he just needed someone to believe in him. Anxiety consumed him his mind was always going in survival mode you might say. Always wanting to be someone besides who he was never liked living in Arizona his Granny was all that he had in AZ.
    So a man that finds out later in his life that Kurt Cobain was his brother you can imagine the anxiety that comes with that. He was always trying to be closer to feeling nothing by being high so with prescription drugs klonopin that was prescribe to him and a high dosage OxyContin it too his life.
    He was not trying to kill himself he was just trying to get higher he had never taken OxyContin before he heard it was called hillbilly heroin and thought I can handle this and took two he loved/abused heroin – china white it was a escape but never meant to be a suicide he is so pissed right now that he was so stupid. Thank You again for the support the future is full of possibility make your dreams come true be who you are gay, bi, trans, intersexual or str8 whatever just LOVE yourself and others….
    Don’t Abuse prescription drugs !!!!!

  30. Nick cobain says:

    Horse shit!!!

  31. knowone says:

    I think Courtney had something to do with it. i don’t think he killed him self! everything about this story sounds fishy to me.

  32. ruthie lawson says:

    Watch the movie Kurt and Courtney Good Research and has alot of info on him.If you have a ps3 Download Crackle and its free and you can watch it there..

    • Robin says:

      I’ve read about as much as I can stomach. I’m no expert, but I’m not an idiot either. CLove is a greedy, money hungry, wannabe rock star that Kurt was & she’ll never be. A failed actress, performer & junkie that killed her husband for his money b/c he was quitting the band, divorcing her, changing his will to exclude her & bailing on a lollapalooza gig for MAJOR $$ that finally got her to the point he was done. With her. No mystery here except why the cops quickly (same day Kurt was found) closed the case with ZERO investigation. Bullseye. CLove is the rich widow she planned on. Watch Gus Van Sant’s ‘Final Days’. Then read Toms investigation of facts. Watch ‘Kurt & Courtney’. All these people can’t be wrong. If it were just a PI crying foul, ok. But, they’re ALL not wrong. At least to question this horrible tragedy.

  33. tacara says:

    who writes this garbage?

  34. Jay says:

    This article should be deleted, it is full of media misconception. I am not even going to bother taking the time to point out the mistakes but anyone who has done even a bit of research on Kurts death knows that this is crap journalism at its best, thank god for the internet…..

  35. amber says:

    This guy who wrote this article has a lot of WRONG information regarding where Courtney was at the time (she stayed in L.A. and she tried to get herself arrested on drug charges while also trying to Make it look like she tried to kill herself),who the electrician called FIRST before he called THE POLICE (a radio station), that supposed message left by Kurt Cobain to Courtney love is also something that didn’t happen (according to Love) she claims she never talked to Kurt Cobain ofcourse it is documented that Kurt Cobain tried to get in Contact with her….what else in here is a.lie or a further distribution of misinformation? Oh yea WENDY did NOT file the missing persons report!!! ( it was Courtney Love PRETENDING to be Kurt’s mother!) Oh and all that information about how Kurt eluded people by wearingthis get up and ate breakfast and tried to by some cartridges??? I think that was actually Michael DeWitt and not Kurt Cobain because we don’t have a record of where Kurt was when he was missing.

  36. Julie Ann Olick says:

    Does anyone know a really good site about Kurt?
    I’m doing a research paper on him and I kinda need some help looking for a good site…

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